speedy thing goes in, speedy thing comes out

So have I missed anything?

Sat, 10 Sep 2011 14:13:45 -0700

I haven’t been on Tumblr in months..

epicly horrible week. two weeks. day. whatever.

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 19:19:05 -0700

A Kids Reaction To Gay Couple (by UnofficialGagaHaus) “So...

Mon, 11 Jul 2011 20:15:10 -0700

A Kids Reaction To Gay Couple (by UnofficialGagaHaus)

“So that means you love each other.”

That’s all that matters to him.

themadeshop: Earlier today I lost about 8 hours of painstaking...

Tue, 21 Jun 2011 19:03:22 -0700

themadeshop:

Earlier today I lost about 8 hours of painstaking (and good!) work in a Photoshop crash. Long story short, I had repeatedly saved the smart object I was working on, but the parent file hadn’t been saved before the crash. For all you photoshop users out there it’s worth remembering that, if that happens to you, any and all the saving you did on the smart object is overwritten on restart and relaunch of the parent file.

Anyway, it was heartbreaking. I literally cried at my desk. Later on this evening Maxx was asking me why was “Dad sad?”. I told her it was because I lost something very important. She started looking around in earnest, which just about broke my heart, so I told her that I lost a really important picture on my computer.

Then she sort of lit up a bit and said, “Daddy, sit, chair. Maxx picture camera.” At first I didn’t know what she meant, but it became clear that she wanted to take a picture of me with her camera (she has an inherited an old point-and-shoot which she has filled with hundreds of blurry photos of her feet and the dog) to replace the picture I lost.

<3

I think this picture more than replaces the one I lost.

fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts: Via brownbear26: well… can...

Sun, 19 Jun 2011 22:07:52 -0700

fuck-yeah-tumblrs-best-posts:

Via brownbear26:

well… can I?

DEFINITELY THE CREEPIEST MEME I HAVE SEEN BY A LONG SHOT. x.x

The only thing I'm trying to be good at,

Fri, 10 Jun 2011 12:13:41 -0700

I suck at. Therefore, I suck at life. Q.E.D.

love of my life-Queen (by bonjovi1562) So. So. So. So. Good

Sun, 05 Jun 2011 00:27:58 -0700

love of my life-Queen (by bonjovi1562)

So. So. So. So. Good

What do you miss about high school?

Fri, 03 Jun 2011 22:17:34 -0700

The people, probably.

Ben Folds Five - Brick (by BenFoldsFiveVEVO) Old song but SO...

Tue, 31 May 2011 23:38:38 -0700

Ben Folds Five - Brick (by BenFoldsFiveVEVO)

Old song but SO GOOD.

Letter #1

Mon, 30 May 2011 04:06:00 -0700

(I guess I’ll write a series of these until I get bored. No, these are not directed at anyone…for now at least haha. And most events are just figments of my imagination or my dreams)

Dear _________,

You will never know who I am. But I will write you letters because I think I am horribly in love with you, but you and I will never work out. I’ve designed flow charts and solved system of equations to prove that our lives will never intersect. There is no need to know, you don’t need to know. Just burn these letters if you don’t want to read them. I just, I don’t know. I just really need to get out these feelings, you know?

So who am I? Okay, well, I won’t tell you so much you’ll find out, but I will tell you that I am, yes, a male. Also, I am horribly in love with you. Have I said that already?

I fell in love with you because you were the most amazing girl in the crowd. Look, it’s not easy for me to just say that I’m in love with someone. Love is such a strong word to me. But you were the exception. You found things that only I thought I would find funny, funny. You always listened to me and gave me feedback that was invaluable. Mostly, I just can’t stop thinking about you. I can’t stop thinking about how your nose crinkles up, or how your eyes look when you laugh. But most importantly, I can’t stop thinking about your vibrant spirit, your determination to succeed, your smile and your happiness.

I love everything about you, your perfections and your imperfections. I love the way you miss class because you forget, even though it’s a regular thing. I love the way you manage to lose everything, even though you swore you had it a second ago. I love how you wander around outside thinking about absolutely nothing.

But we can’t be together, because you are too high above me. You are, you are looking at something beyond me, and I can feel it. And I know that today, and tomorrow, and probably even a month from now, I’ll still be horribly in love with you. And this world is cruel, and it’s unfair, but these are obvious facts about life. My friend told me that it was alright, because based on the multiverse theory, in another universe, you have fallen in love with me as well. It comforts me that somewhere we are together even if it’s not in our dimension.

It’s 6 AM, and I have to study/sleep, but I had to write to you because I couldn’t get these things off my mind. Please don’t be too curious about who I am. Just pretend that…that I am some kind of wind, alright? That I’m some kind of wind, whispering words of nothingness into your ears.

Sincerely,

kari-shma: (via Harold’s Planet: Every now and then, I like to...

Sun, 29 May 2011 16:19:21 -0700

kari-shma:

(via Harold’s Planet: Every now and then, I like to sit on the top of a hill and think hard about nothing…)

So true

matsiinthecity: In an episode of “What Would You Do?” the...

Fri, 27 May 2011 19:57:40 -0700

matsiinthecity:

In an episode of “What Would You Do?” the show tests reactions to gay parent bashing in a Texas dinner.

They asked an actress, playing a homophobic waitress, to scold, and refuse service to a family being parented by a gay couple in one of the most conservative States.

This gives me hope.

I don't know if I like feeling this way, haha.

Wed, 25 May 2011 23:42:06 -0700

Why are you so emo?

Wed, 25 May 2011 02:52:35 -0700

You clearly don’t know me well enough. I just use Tumblr to vent.

Uh oh.

Tue, 24 May 2011 01:42:03 -0700

sigh.

Fri, 13 May 2011 01:00:24 -0700

sigh.

macpiercescav: So I’m a liar; here’s the crest on the flag that...

Sat, 07 May 2011 18:55:26 -0700

macpiercescav:

So I’m a liar; here’s the crest on the flag that was promised an hour or so ago.

“Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact”

MAMA SHAQ

Thu, 05 May 2011 22:52:58 -0700

http://macpiercescav.tumblr.com/post/5212323624/so-im-a-liar-heres-the-crest-on-the-flag-that

“Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact”

Thu, 05 May 2011 15:53:51 -0700

Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact
Mama Shaq, Mama Shaq, Shaq’s your mom, that’s a fact

Time

Fri, 29 Apr 2011 01:35:00 -0700

The adage tells no lie: time heals everything.

I forgot today. This is my first time forgetting in 5 years. If there wasn’t a reminder I would’ve totally forgotten. I couldn’t believe it as I glanced down to the clock. I refused to believe it.

And then I was taken to the past. A year ago, of hell, torture, and it made me who I was, made me who I am now. It’s all now a memory, like a film roll, of the silliness, the unneeded sadness, the lack of confidence. I didn’t deserve it. I should have put in this much effort: ∀ε > 0 ∃δ > 0 s.t. if | x | < δ then | sinx | < ε

Despite how much I stayed there…I can’t even feel it. I just remember the good times, and that’s such a nice feeling. The rest are lessons.

—Ironically, I used the computer in the library that I found out, a little more than a year ago. I wasn’t mad. I knew I was sitting in the place where I would become most successful. And I wasn’t wrong. Not even close.—

I’m so motivated to work now…because I made a promise that I haven’t broken yet. [I feel so bad for being lazy, because I’m not using myself to my full potential. But I am human, and there’s still time to turn things around.]

—

What did I even write?